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Saturday, August 11, 2007

3:38PM - It says it all



Saturday, April 21, 2007

1:27AM - messed up

Im so lost down my path of life. I dont know where to go next. if i make this choice i screw this up and if i pick this way i ruin another. I feel as though i have hurt some people that i didnt mean to do. I hate feeling like that. I am always tired because i cant sleep because there is way to much on my mind. yeah, way to much.

latley the only place i feel i belong is work. and that shouldnt be the only place but it is and it makes me sad. i feel not loved in other places like i used to. i feel like a fruit loop in side a cheerio box.

but i did figure one thing out. I like both boys and girls. It was bound to happen one day. Its not like you people are actually going to read this.

<3
Bethany

Current mood: exhausted

Monday, December 4, 2006

6:51AM - clouds

Hello again, sorry a long time has gone by. I have good news though. I have a Boy Friend! His name is Brian Browning and is a Senior.

I am also a little nervouse because I have court tomorrow (well today concidering what time it is). I was speeding in a school zone. My mom says not to cry but i do that a lot so i probably will when i get into my car. Hopefully it won't take that long and that I will only miss some of English and not all of it.

I am LOVING work. LOVING it! LOVE the people I work with. They make my day amazing. They are the good ending to an absolutley bad day.

:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

Sunday, October 29, 2006

3:11PM

College searching is hard. Being accepted is even harder. But the hardest of it all is leaving the friends you have known for years behind. It's going to be an emotional year.

Class of '07 "We will shock you"

Current mood: crazy

Saturday, October 7, 2006

3:42PM

Life is crazy right now.

Tuesday, August 8, 2006

12:46PM - SCHOOL STARTS AGAIN

I went to round up yesterday. I saw people like tiki and shawna and daniel and other people i havn't seen all summer. I am actually glad to be going back to school. I hope I hope I hope i get the theatre classes i wanted. Cross your fingers! I also have chemestry again. ugggg. I am going to need some help with that one. But no math classes!!!! No math, no math!

I got a really good parking spot. #502 Its right behind the b-wing. I love it! No locker this year, i just shove everything in my car. I am so excited! School starts 6 days from now and I can't wait! I will be a senior! I am just so excited!

Current mood: anxious

Sunday, July 23, 2006

6:55PM

I had a really great week the days of the 9-15. It was amazing. To much went on to say anything. Love you all tons and see ya when school starts!!

:)

Current mood: amused

Tuesday, July 4, 2006

1:06PM

a quiz

You scored as Actor. You are an actor. Good luck! Hope to see you in a big production.

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Actor

83%

Dancer

75%

Costume Design

71%

Set

67%

Choir

63%

The Almighty Stage Manager

63%

Spot

46%

Ropes

17%

Lights

13%

Sound

4%

Pit member

4%

What part of the theatre world are you?
created with QuizFarm.com

Thursday, June 15, 2006

7:29AM - Exploding in t-minus 5 seconds

No, i'm not really going to explode. But, i am going to tell you all that i did get that job at HEB on Pramer and McNeil!!!!!

I like this summer. People have been nicer and they are actually asking me to do things with them and I can say yes, (untill I start work next week). It's a lot of fun!!

So, if you wanna hang out, give me a call or something and we can probably work something out.

Current mood: travis picture makes me laugh

Thursday, June 1, 2006

11:21AM

I have a new car!!!! And I am about to work at HEB!!! I also have to go to summer school. :( bummer huh. I am doing fine right now. I'm not really freakin out about anything, like i said, for now i'm not freakin out about anything.

Love my friends. We must keep in touch.

Love,
The wounderful Bethany

Saturday, April 15, 2006

11:02PM

I am madly in love with a guy. And I am not going to tell you who on this thing. I mean, I've liked him ever sence I meet him last year. Even while he was going out with his gf (his ex). SO, I want to tell him, but have no clue how, someone want to tell me how????

A clue: A Moose.

Thursday, March 30, 2006

8:16AM

I sit here as blank as can be

I can't think of anything to say to you about me

If you know me

And I hope you do

You know that I will ALWAYS love you.

Most people don't like me

And I don't really care

But if some were in this situation

they would be in despair.

You may think I am weird

or something to be feared

but I don't care

because I know I am.

It's what I strive for.

So if your reading this

and I know you are

your a great friend

because you took the time

to read this rhyme.

I want you all to know

How much you mean to me

even if you sit there

and laugh at me.

But laughing is all good

and in great fun

So good bye to you all

I am going to go get some gum.

~Bethany

Current mood: I am just very happy

Friday, March 3, 2006

8:21AM

Here are some pictures boys and gals!

Monday, February 27, 2006

1:48PM - hair cut

OK. i am getting my hair cut. I don't know how i should get it done. I need sugestions. Please give some if ya have any.

~Bethany

Current mood: spring break on it

Monday, November 14, 2005

8:46AM - glasses

I have to get glasses AGAIN!!!! You guys, when you see me in them, tell me how they look on me. And please be brutally honest. If most people don't like them, then I have 30 days to get new ones.

Current mood: glasses

Monday, October 10, 2005

9:35AM - Class Poem

Jeepers Creepers!
A dark cloud came over our house
Made the kids scream and shout
"The sky is falling!"
Run for out lives!
Chicken little's lullaby
Don't look back on what's passing
Just keep running foward faster faster
Don't trip or fall, keep going!
It's not that far, just keep on chilin'
For what really should become of us without a sky?
To where would we depart when it's our time to die?
Is there heaven is there hell? Who knows it's hard to tell.
But indtead of woundering why, i'll just wait to die
And go to heaven, but wait there is no sky.
So now where will I go when I die? I must keep moving
Just keep moving towards something
oh shit, I guess this is hell
Because i'm living in it
But it's only hell because nothing makes sence
Jeepers Creepers! The sky just fell.

Current mood: that's me

Sunday, September 25, 2005

10:20AM - Only for the bride

Weddings are boring. But, if the bride is happy you are there. You have to look like your having a good time. I did, but only for the bride.

Current mood: i am in san antonio

Saturday, August 20, 2005

10:15PM - my poem.

She's waited all week to be hear today,
to see those stone walls oh so grey.
That hold up the sign that says FLC,
to see all those bushes that are oh so lovley.
She's waited all week to be hear today,
to see those lovly small children play.
With their snall dainty feet they crish the ground,
just to hear those rocks make that crunch sound.
She waited all week to be here today,
and the only thing that stands between her are last weeks school days.
She want's to be so badly accepted,
and through those two glass doors she know's what's expected.

She's waited all week to be hear today,
to see those purple floors cushion her as she prays.
She prays about all the things that went wrong at school this week,
and she prays that she is safe throuout all of her days.
She's waited all week to be hear today,
to see her band practice and play.
She see's green guitars and red drums that keep her feet a tappin,
as she sings a tune and keeps her fingers snapin.

She's waited all week to be hear today,
to be away from the world and from the pain.
from the death in her family, she morns and moans,
but she knows her friends here are there to wipe her nose.
She's waited all week to be hear today,
to see all her church family say hey.
to be accepted and safe throuout life,
as she is there to great those new who step into her life.

And this is why she waits all week to be hear today.

Current mood: that is so me!

Friday, August 19, 2005

5:30PM - School Sux.

OMG. To many people at school. Took me 20 minuites to stand in the lunch line to get out. And then on the way home today dumb football players thought that they could just get on any bus that they wanted. She kicked them all off luckly. So today I went all mad at people because I had a bad day. If I did it to you, I am so sorry. Know that I love you lots!




~Bethany

Current mood: TO MANY PEOPLE

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

8:49PM - Classes

A-day:
1. HOPE (yes, off campus most of the time helpin little kids. How cute!)
2. English 3
3. Theater Tech 1 (It will be an interesting year!)
4. US History

B-day:
5. Chemestry (I think I am in a smaller class for this class)
6. Algebra 2 (for this one to)
7. Creative Writing (yes after my 2 hardest classes one of the things I love, to write!)
8. Speach (I heard it was hard if you have heard other wise, tell me please.)

A hard year ahead of me. Wish me luck, some classes will be interesting because of the teachers.

Current mood: To many people at school. Ahhh

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